Tuesday, October 16, 2012

I am hearing...

According to your faith

...is the first one I noticed that was present in my mind lately. It might be God, I thought. Then I thought since I think God might be speaking to me, I should pray. So I prayed to God and told him what my heart's desire is.

Surely your goodness and love will follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord

 I repeated this part over and over and over because I felt happy as I was saying it. Then it felt like I was prophesying over my life. : )  Everyone should try this.

The third one, which started to come in my mind today was "I do not share my glory with anything/anyone else." It was a funny timing because I just saw the radiation oncologist who told me the CyberKnife will most likely lead me to a total remission from cancer (used to be stage IV) and also to a freedom from medications!  And we are planning to have it done soon. I rejoice in God's ways. I take it as God's way. In the past I felt I was stuck with medication the rest of my life and I didn't know how I was going to be free from it. I asked my doctor many times to let me stop the meds to give my built-in immune system a chance to be strong again but he said no. But now CyberKnife will end all of it just like that! Who else could have led me to this path? I give glory to God!! Thank you, Jesus! There is truly power in Jesus' name.

He is the one who walked with me all this time and encouraged me.

with thanks,

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